Saph's been very quiet lately....And when she's quiet, I begin to worry....

 

All she was able to tell me was that she has a bad feeling that something terrible's about to happen to someone, but she doesn't know who...

 

Ra....I hate it when bad feelings leave us guessing.....

 

 

 

I don't know what's going on anymore.....with myself, or with those around me...

 

Sanura was pregnant....I knew it all along, but for some reason the guy she's with wanted her to get an abortion. I have no idea why, but he just did.....that's when I was about to take matters into my own hands...

 

See, I am against abortion to the highest extent. I don't believe in killing a person that was not even given the chance to live. So I was going to bring the child back to life and raise it as my own if the guy Sanura's with doesn't want it. However, someone did my job for me. Minutes after I sensed the death of that child, I sensed life within it again. Someone brought him back...Don't know who or why, but they did.

 

I tried to tell Sanura, but the depression from the abortion has kicked in, and I don't think she believes me....But she'll believe me soon enough...I'll even offer to take her to him if she continues to not believe me..

 

Now, on to other matters...

 

I don't know what to do.....

I care for Kaida deeply, don't get me wrong....but there are times I have to picture Sapphira in her place when in certain bedroom situations. To be truthful...this happened even when I thought she was dead. I care for her deeply....but my heart....It will always belong to Sapphira....

 

Sapphira.....

 

I....I want her back.....Ra.....I want her back so badly it hurts....

 

A ton of things happened that I don't even know how to begin explaining. We were in the kitchen and when we went into the living room to find that Sora and Riku have disappeared. There's no sign of them anywhere in our around the house. So I manage to track them down telepathically and found that they were in Commander Suranto's place. He was originally a good man, but now his heart is twisted and evil. He kidnapped them. With help from Sapphira, we managed to get the kids home safely.

 

However, Adrian went after them again. Sapphira went alone after sensing that they were kidnapped yet again, and I followed. But when I tackled Adrian to the ground I realized that not only were Sora and Riku kidnapped again, but a spell was placed on them to make them older and evil. After a while we managed to escape with Sora and Riku, but we had no way yet to make them normal again. Sora and Serena, Angel's oldest child, have been very good friends since they were in diapers. It's hard on them both now that he is so much bigger. They both wish they could play together like they used to, but now it's impossible. Sapphira and I went back and stole Adrian's spellcaster's spellbook in hopes that there is a counterspell in it. If I can find the right spell, what was done to them can be reversed. I only hope I can find the right one....

 

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SIDELINES

 

Before all this crazy stuff happend, I was on cloud 9....Litterally. It all started when Kaida agreed to a threesome with me, her, and Sapphira. Both women I love dearly were with me that whole night. I swear, it was the happiest moment of my life. Kaida is much more wild then I gave her credit for lol. I swear, when she agreed to this Sapphira and my jaws just dropped in shock. But after that....Paradise lol. I give both of them a lot of credit for agreeing to this kind of lifestyle.....and I couldn't be more thankful. I love them both so much.

 

Now, onto the not so good stuff.....

 

We're in some bar talking to RIJ, then I feel this strong feeling of loss. I knew right away something happened to Zahara. I immediately left the bar and appeared where her presence took me. Well, what was left of it, anyway....

 

I find her lying down with a letter openener sticking out of her chest and blood everywhere. Sapphira grabs my arm and tells me that she wanted this. I couldn't believe it.....I didn't WANT to believe it.....I rushed to Zahara's side and completely lost it. I couldn't move, I couldn't think.....I was so lost in grief that I know my power to revive people must have been working on overdrive, but it made no difference. I remember being blown back by something and when I instantly got back up and rushed to her her side again, I heard Sapphira say it.....she placed something over herself to protect her body from anyone bringing her back......

 

Right when I realized this....a hot sensation began at my chest, then it began to run through my whole body. Then....Blackness. She was gone....the little girl I raised all those years ago was gone....I'd never see or speak to her again. She is like a daughter to me....and like all my children, I'd die if anything like that ever happened to them. And I almost did. I have no clue why this happened to her, but I'm hoping and praying that something like this never happens again.

 

When I woke up, she was somehow alive....I was shaking all over....scared of losing anyone else....Scared that this feeling....this burning feeling would return to my chest.....I was petrified for a whole day...

 

It wasn't until later I began to come around....then it happened.....

 

Orifiel was so wrapped up in Kay that it REALLY upset Angel. She ran to her room and that was the last I saw of her. Then, chaos. Orifiel fell off a cliff and right after I got him to safety, he disappeared. Then I sensed....HIM.....Theron. He's back.....and not only him, everyone else we've ever killed. All we have fought for has been in vein. I only hope we can stop this craziness before things get bad....VERY bad...

Well, it's been 4 years since the explosion at the mansion. Everyone seems to be doing ok since then. Sora and Kairi are now 7 years old and Riku is a healthy 3 year old.  He sometimes wishes he could play with the older kids, but sometimes I have to keep reminding him that it could be dangerous if he does that lol. The older ones play games like tag...and a 3 year olds and tag don't really mix very well lol.

 

As I was walking past Sapphira's room tonight, I got an odd feeling about the forest that lies beyond the manison. I have a feeling that there's something bad out there, and we're going to find out what it is whether we like it or not....

 

 

Sidelines:

Ok, I'm officially staying out of the room whenever RIJ is around. It's the only way I can keep my promise to Zahara. I know that if he's in my presence, I may do something I'll regret. Sure, he may not direct what is being said to me personally, but when he says anything bad about Sanura, that's when I get mad. Whenever he says ANYTHING bad about those I care about, I get mad. Sometimes I just wish I could tear him apart and be done with it when he does that. So I figure if I'm not around, I won't do anything. Although I can still hear every little thing that goes on in that room....

 

Sorry if we won't get to see eachother that much anymore, Zahara...but when he's around the house, I need to be elsewhere. It's not because you and he are together now. I respect that. I know the feeling of being torn between two people very well, so I can relate to this. I know that you love him, and your choice had nothing to do with this. It's just something that's always between me and him, and it got a lot worse after what he did to Sanura and his children. So in order to keep my promise to you, I need to be elsewhere so I'm not provoked to do something everyone will hate me for...

 

I'm sorry.....and I love you. *hugs*

My past....it was an interesting one to say the least. I have already written in detail about who I am and everything somewhere in this blog. However, that's not the purpose of this post. The part of my past this has to do with is my love life...

 

I admit...I was a player. I hit on almost any girl that came within five feet of me. Why you ask? The answer is simple: for the pleasure. Many woman have come in and out of my life as quick as a lightning strike. Some were women who worked at the palace. A woman named Rosalie is one in particular that I remember. Others I was involved with I met at the local bar I went to with a few friends.

None of these relationships were serious. However, that all changed when I met her. Sapphira. I was standing in the throne room of the palace when I first met her. She was one of the members of the Cerean Clan, and they came to discuss the war with my father in hopes of an alliance. Her beauty and grace captivated me from the start. Everything about her was perfect, even though I never spoke a word to her at the time.

 

Later on, she was being threatened by Dominik, who was meant to be the leader of the Cerean Clan, but was more like a power mad jerk if you ask me. When I saw what was happening, I knew I had to help her, so I stood up to the guy. After he left, she and I got to talking, and soon I found myself with her in bed in my bedroom. It was then I knew....she was the one I wanted to be with.

 

Time passed, and our love grew. Not long after my parents died, I married Sapphira on the same day my brother got married to Aurora, the leader of the Cerean Clan and one of Sapphira's best friends. Not long after that, Sapphira and I had our first child, Adais. He was the most perfect gift anyone could have ever given me...words cannot describe how I felt the day he was born. Sapphira and I were the happiest we've ever been that day in our lives...

 

But happiness doesn't last forever it seems....

 

Theron attacked a couple of years after that....and this attack was the worst yet. So bad, that children and everyone with no magical abilities were ordered to leave Eudora....that meant me, Adais, and my brother's daughter, Zahara (Sanura had been kidnapped) had to leave. That day was one of the worst days of my life, right next to the day my parents were killed.

 

Imagine having to leave the person you love more than anything in the world...not knowing if you were ever going to see them again...

 

That's exactly how I felt that day....Lost, Torn, Dying inside...Sad words aren't enough to sum up how I felt that day....they are just words.

 

The years went on and on....Still no word from anyone on Eudora. I didn't know if I'd ever see Sapphira or my brother ever again. Adais and Zahara were old enough to leave home and go out on their own when I finally did hear from someone from Eudora. My brother and sister-in-law, Aurora, finally found us. When I asked about Sapphira....they told me the worst. I lost it....went to the bar and got drunk...plastered. I was at a point where I was ready to kill myself. I wanted to die....wanted someone to just shoot me and get it over with. Stab me, hit me over the head with a beer bottle, take a million pain killers and just go to sleep, never to wake.....ANYTHING to free me of this pain. However, Ra gave me a way to rid myself of it without having to take my life. That was when I met her....Kaida.

 

She asked me what was wrong, and being as drunk as I was, I told her everything, even though I didn't even know her. She was the only woman besides Sapphira that captivated me. I began to feel the same feelings that I felt when I was with Sapphira all those years ago. The more I spent with Kaida, the more those feelings began to grow. She and I were soon married. She was the light that guided me out of the darkness that I was in....I love her dearly.

 

This is where I am torn...

 

After my honeymoon with Kaida, I find out that Sapphira is very much alive. The Elders managed to save her life after being badly injured in the battle that took Eudora...

 

Ra...this is so hard. I love Kaida with all of me....But I will always love Sapphira that much as well. My heart aches for both of them so much it hurts. I can never just choose one of them....they are both mothers to my children. I have such passionate pasts with both of them that it would litterally KILL me to see one of them leave my life. I can't live without them....they are my life...my everything. Kaida....she's been so understanding through my confusion...I know I couldn't be as understanding as her if I were in her place. She has a gift that comes from Heaven above, I swear.

 

Hopefully this gives everyone an inside look at my love life. We'll see what fate has in store for me as time continues to pass...

 

Some time has past, and I was finally able to locate Syeria. She was able to escape from wherever she was taken to, and once that happened I was able to sense her clearly. Her kidnappers made her older, probably because of the fact that when a child is made into a vampire they don't grow anymore. I feel bad that they had to take away her childhood like that....I really do...

Later, I came home and went to the kitchen for a beer. I was just about to go in the living room when a huge explosion knocked me off my feet...then nothing but blackness. Next thing I knew, I heard a ton of stuff being moved around all around me. I couldn't move or open my eyes. But I heard Sapphira's voice. When I finally was able to open my eyes, I noticed I was in the kitchen...but it wasn't there anymore. Sapphira was moving a ton of debris off of me. Then I heard her gasp. I didn't know what that gasp was for, I was too out of it. Falling in and out of conciousness. I only briefly saw my brother standing over me. Whatever happened must have been bad, though....because next thing I knew I was in an ambulance.  Turns out I was impaled by a huge board in the stomach.

 

When I woke up in the hospital, Syeria was there. She came to visit me despite the danger it put her in. I was very happy to see her. Not long after that, Kaida came in, and Syeria had to leave. Although I don't know the reason why, because I was asleep when she left. Then the strangest thing ever happend....The huge wound in my stomach seemed to have healed by itself....Had even the doctor and nurse that came in shocked. Guess my kind has a self healing power or something.

 

Anyway, later on after I get out of the hospital, we stay at a hotel because the house needs repairs. Sapphira is more quiet then usual. This confuses me...I'm wondering if I'm the cause of this....Wouldn't be the first time, that's for sure. Then again it could have to do with the accident I just had.

 

If I did do something I'm sorry....Very sorry....

Someone up there really has it in for me, I swear. My daughter was recently killed and turned into a vampire. I should have been there to prevent this.....I should have been there for her...

 

Not only that, but the ones who did this to her kidnapped her again. Her hair ribbon was found in the woods not too far from the house. Ra only knows what they could be doing to her right now....

 

This is the second time I failed her....The second time I let her down. I should have been there....I should have just brought the others to the house where the attack happened and left them there untill they called me back telepathically to pick them up...

 

I'll never forgive myself for this.....Sapphira was weakend by the energy transfer she gave me after I was attacked...it was my fault I needed it to begin with....

 

In the past couple of days I've begun to realize something....

 

...I'm a TERRIBLE father....

I'm now a father. Sapphira had a baby girl. Her name is Syeria Celeste Starr. She looks so much like her mother. Very beautiful.

 

Now I have to think of a way to tell Kaida about this....and it won't be easy. I have to wait until the twins are born....I can't risk anything happening to them if she gets upset. Deep down I have a feeling it will be ok, though....I don't know why, it's just a feeling I have. I've been having a lot of those since I got these powers it seems. It's still not going to be easy though....

 

I wish I could spend more time with my daughter....I really do...this is KILLING me like you wouldn't believe. It took everything I had to leave France today....I had to do it quickly or I would have broken down right then and there. It happened right when I returned though... 

 

When I got back I collapsed on my bed and burst into tears...I felt like I was abandoning them...It was one of the worst feelings I've ever had in my life..

 

I'm going to try my hardest to spend as much time with her as I can. She WILL know her father....and she will also know how much he loves her. Daddy will always be there for you, sweetie....I promise you... 

Yeah, I know it's been a while....So much happened that I didn't really have time to write. Anyways...long post ahead...just a fair warning.

 

Not too long after Atem and Aurora found me, Zahara and Adais.....Something terrible happened to Zahara....Something I don't even want to discuss. I know she doesn't want me to hold grudges because of it, but I can't help it. I HATE whoever did this to her..

 

I went to the bar that night and drank quite a bit. Then I saw her....Kaida. I swear, I fell in love right then and there. She came over and we talked a bit. Next thing I knew, we were making out in the park. I swear...I never thought I'd feel this way again. Not after what happened because of the war...*looks down*

 

Some time passed by. Next big thing that happened was a huge party that Angel got involved in. Some kid got drunk and took some pills, then all hell broke loose. She was pretty upset because of it. I tried my best to make her feel better, but I don't think I did any good. But now she's on cloud 9, so I'm glad she's happy now.

 

Not too long after that, I popped the question to Kaida...which she accepted. Next thing that needed to be done was to get her parent's blessing, which they gave us after some convincing. So we planned on getting married within the next couple of months or so. Time flew by again and it was almost time. We decided to take a walk in the park a couple of weeks before the wedding..nothign major..just to discuss a few things, and that's when IT happened....I was killed..

 

Some guy who called himself Dustin attacked us....He went after Kaida first, putting a dagger to her neck. I put him in a headlock and got him away from her...but he was too quick for me. With a quick movement he stabbed me in the heart....which is a fatal move to our kind..

 

Somehow Kaida was able to bring me back, but I'm not sure what she did. Whatever it was, it made me different then I was before. I went from wearing nothing but black to wearing white with a 20 foot wingspan. But that's not all....I have strange abilities now, too...Moving things and becoming invisible. I'm pretty sure I have other abilities too, I just haven't figured out what they are yet.

 

Time flew by again, it was a day or so before the wedding, and somehow Sapphira got mentioned.....I froze. I asked Atem and Aurora to tell me if she were alive or not. It's been a question I've been avoiding.....before I met Kaida I don't know if I would have been able to handle hearing that Sapphira had died. They then told me that she was alive, but wouldn't tell me where. I needed to talk to her, but didn't...

 

Other news I found out that day was that Kaida is expecting. Yup, that's right...I'm going to be a father lol. I couldn't be happier...but I'm kind of scared....I guess that happens all the time with your first born lol.

 

Kaida and I had a beautiful wedding. It was the kind of wedding I've always wanted. We wrote our own vows and everything. We all had a blast at the reception. Angel and the guy she's interested in, who's name is Orifiel, caught the boquet and garter lol. They had a blast, that's all I have to say. We had cake and everything...and that's one of my favorite things about the reception..lol.

 

We then left for our honeymoon, which was at Disneyland. We had tons of fun there. Rode Space Mountain tons of times and everything lol. However, the best ride of all was in the hotel room if ya know what I mean...*smirks*

 

After we got back, I sensed Sapphira's presence in the guest room we have....I opened the door after picking the lock...and saw no one in there, but a ton of stuff belonging to Sapphira (I recognised some of it) and an open window. Needing to talk to her, I told everyone I'd be back by dinner and left.

 

On my way, I got surrounded by a ton of Theron's men. They started taunting me, so I taunted them back. Next thing I knew, I was thrown into a cell and locked in. Not too long later someone else got thrown in. I sensed who it was right away, and when I removed the cover that was around her face, my suspicion was confirmed. It was Sapphira. We talked a bit and then the past caught up with us.....the desire was still there, even though it was forbidden.... *gulps*

 

A woman named Kayura, who happens to be Natara and Bryant's daughter by the way, let us out of the cell. She opened a portal, and when I went through it I ended up in my room. I went downstairs and saw my wife. I broke down and told her what happened. She actually forgave me....even though I didn't deserve it. I love her with all of me.....but there will always be a place in my heart for Sapphira. Kaida accepted that. Ra she's such a strong woman....I really don't deserve her forgiveness....*looks down*

 

Now I'm scared.....We had no protection.....What if I got her pregnant? What will Kaida do if I did? What will happen? All of those questions are scaring me crapless right now....

 

My name is Atemu Hart, and this is my story.

 

I was born into a country that was separate from the rest of the world. A country where gifted people used to live. Eudora. Though I had no gifts of my own, I happened to be one of the Princes of Eudora. My older brother and twin, Atem, was next in line for the throne.

 

As for me, I went on day by day causing mischief. Pulling pranks whenever I found the perfect opportunity, sneaking out of the palace to go drinking with a few of my friends. I acted the complete opposite of how a Prince should act. Because in truth I really didn't feel like a Prince. I knew my brother was destined for the throne, and I respected that fact. He worked very hard to prepare himself for that, and we were all very proud of him. I just felt like I wasn't needed, which is why I acted the way that I did. If only I knew how wrong I was at the time...

 

Not too long after my brother married Lady Aurora Phoenix of the Cerean Clan and had their three children, Sanura, Zahara, and Adais, a big battle ensued. See, my Uncle, Lord Theron, who was the rightful heir to the throne before my father, wanted vengence for not being able to assume the throne. The Elders made that possible. But he still wanted vengence.

 

Before the battle, my brother sent away anyone without any power. I was one of the ones sent away. I didn't want to go at all...I felt guilty and torn for having to leave them like that when our country was in a great time of need. But if I hadn't, I wouldn't be alive right now. My brother didn't want to lose anyone close to him, so I took my niece Zahara and my nephew Adais and fled the country. Sanura had been kidnapped before then, so we had no idea if she were alive or dead...and my brother didn't want to lose anyone else.

 

After I took the kids, I bought a small house in a small town in the United States and raised them there. I took on two jobs, one six hour shift at Walmart, and one six hour shift at Target to provide for all three of us. It was tough, but my niece and nephew needed me, and I couldn't let them down. I tried my best to raise them the best I could. They are much older now, and are a great help around the house. They call to me now, so I'd better get going.

 

I hope to someday find my brother and sister in law....as well as my mother, father, and baby brother....Please Ra...let them be alright....

Well, it's been 14 years since I last wrote here. Dang, how time flew by.

 

My wife and I had our youngest child, Corrina about 8 months after my last update. She's now 14 years old. Sora and Kairi are now 26 years old, and Riku is now 18. Kairi has been very close with Romeo these past years, and I'm thinking that she may be tieing the knot with him sometime soon. Which doesn't bother me at all. As long as he's good to her...which he has been...everything will be just fine.

 

As for me, well I've been alright. Still living in the penthouse with my brother, Aurora and the rest of the original clan. I've spent most of my time training my kids to fight my way, and I have to say they've come a long way, and they've done very well. Especially Sora and Kairi. Speaking of which, I've noticed something different about them lately. It seems the powers meant for the chosen few have moved on once again. Sora now bares the lightning bolt mark on his shoulder, and Kairi now has a crecent moon on hers. That can only mean one thing....evil will once again approach...and this time, it'll be their fight. But I'll be damned if I let them go through it alone if they need help. I may be old, but that doesn't mean I still can't fight lol. Especially if the evil is Adrian...I've got a score to settle with that a**hole.

 

Angel, Sanura, and Zahara bought their own houses with their husbands and each have new additions to their families. I'm very happy for them all, and I'm glad they've found the happiness they deserve. I've gone over to visit quite a bit and played a few games of beach vollyball with Ori, Bakura, and RIJ, and damn....they play HARD lol. And yes, I may be old....but I can still have fun lol.

 

Well, I guess that sums up what happened all these years. With the kids all grown up now, thing's will be very interesting now. Until later, see ya! *waves*

 

 

I have survived the battle with Adrian, and got my wife and unborn child home safely. And I owe it all to my brother, sister-in-law, Sapphira, Dorian, Bryant, and Natara. Without them, I could have never succeeded. I owe them everything.

 

Now it's time to hopefully live in peace....but for how long is the question. Adrian is still out there, and he vowed to us that he'd be back with a vengence. He's got unfinished business with us for foiling his plans. I know how he thinks. No doubt he's plotting revenge on us for tricking him like that...but it had to be done.

 

As for now, I'm going back to my laid back lifestyle with no fighting to be done. It's time to kick back and have some fun with my family now that Adrian and Theron are out of the way for now. Also, it's time to start training the children in our ways of fighting so they can better protect themselves should anything happen in the future. Because knowing how evil loves to seek out our family, they'll need it.

 

As for me...well, I've decided to stick around at the penthouse. I'm not up to moving. I'd miss my brother too much if I lived anywhere else. Ever since the day he was killed right in front of me, I can't stand to be separated from him anymore. That day made me more clingy then ever...I know this...and I don't think it'll ever change. Without my wife and my brother in my life, I'm completely worthless.....lost...

 

I owe them my life. I owe them EVERYTHING. I love them with all my heart.

 

As for Sanura and Angel, they have their own homes now with their own families. Not sure about Zahara as of yet, but I thought I heard her and Bakura talking about buying a house of their own, too. I wish them the best, and I hope to be able to pop in for a visit from time to time. It will be nice to have peace for some time.....even if it will probably only be for a few years. Maybe sometime my brother and I can arrange a trip to Disneyland or something for everyone to get together and enjoy our freedom....and just have some fun for a change. It'll be nice to just spend some quality time with the family. Well, until later, that's all folks. *waves*

Alright, very soon I'll be going on a dangerous mission. Adrian kidnapped my wife, and there's no way I can just stroll in there and get her back without him taking control of my mind and causing even more damage. However, I came up with a plan to hopefully trick him into taking the spell off. However, it'll be dangerous....for me.

 

The one thing Adrian craves is power, which is why he put this spell on me and my son in the first place. If I didn't have that power, he'd hopefully consider me useless and take the spell off. I found a spell that can remove all of my power for one hour, and in that amount of time, hopefully I can convince him that it's permanent and to take the spell off without getting killed in the process.....because unfortunatly, the spell I'm going to be placing on myself will also make me mortal.

 

This is why I need all the help I can get. I need as much backup as I can because I know what Adrian does to those who don't work for him anymore....I've heard his thoughts. Not only that, but he can sense anything magical...If he finds out I betrayed him before the hour is up, I'm dead. 

 

Freeing my wife and my unborn child is my number one priority here. I'm NOT about to let him take control of another one of my children. After I free my wife, then I start to work on a plan to also free Riku. I just hope I live long enough to pull this off....*swallows hard*

So much happened lately I don't even know where to start. Well, actually I do. The battle. Let's see...first we start fighting Theron and everything and nothing major happened. Then, this black light comes out of nowhere and he starts absorbing it. The light drags Angel out of her cage and then Aurora goes up there and from then on I don't really remember EXACTLY what happened because I wasn't paying attention to that from that point on. I had charged at Theron and he knocked me away.....then my brother comes up to see if I was ok, only to be struck down by an enemy. I froze. That moment made the world litterally stop for me. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't think, I couldn't MOVE. They took my twin away from me, and when that happened, I was lost. Not only that, but Aurora, Angel, and Natara were taken from us that day as well. For three whole days, I couldn't stop shaking. My wife tried her hardest to help me come around, but I just couldn't. There was a hole inside of me that no one could fill when I lost my brother. I just couldn't stop shaking. Then the day of the funeral came...

 

I couldn't say goodbye to them. I just couldn't. All I remember was screaming in agony...not wanting it to be true. Then, blackness. When I woke up, my brother and Aurora were alive again somehow. Little did I know that it was actually my grief that brought them back. How I was able to do something like that without thinking about it, I don't know...but all I care about is that they're back. That's the only thing that matters to me.

 

RIJ brought back Angel due to Orifiel's meddling...and now RIJ and Angel's minds are like....living in the past. Angel doesn't remember she's engaged to Orifiel and has a kid, and RIJ doesn't remember that he's married and has a kid with Sanura. Things are all messed up with them right now, and it needs to be fixed...and fast. If not, I have a feeling we're going to have another visit from Rose, and I know that it's not going to be pleasent this time..*gulps*

 

And in the most recent news, Kairi now has a boyfriend. Romeo. Now, I know everyone thinks I'm the kind of father that doesn't like to see his daughter go out with ANYONE. Well, that's not true. The real reason I was a little hesitant to allow it was because I don't want her to get hurt. I've never seen this kid before in my life, and I just want to make sure he's good for her. I told him my piece, hurt her and he'll have to deal with ME. That should be enough for him to understand. As long as she's not hurt and is happy, everything will be fine.

Tomorrow is the battle we've all been dreading. We go to Theron's tomorrow to rescue Angel and try to save her from her fate. However, there is a big chance some of us won't be coming back. I just wanted to say goodbye to those I love and care about just in case fate chooses me to not return. And the way things feel right now, it may very well happen...

 

I know what you all are thinking...."He's an immortal that can't be killed, why should he have to worry?" Well, the truth is, I have to worry. I was told a while ago that Theron has the ability to kill an immortal like me. Sometimes even an immortal's life must end....even for one that "can't be killed."

 

To my wife and kids: If tomorrow is my time to go, I want you to know that I love you all very much. All four of you mean the world to me and I'll try everything I can to come back to you. You are all the light of my life, and having you all in my life has really changed me for the better. I went from being all alone and miserable to being loved and wanted when you came into my life. Nothing's going to happen to ANY of you if I have anything to say about it. You are my everything, and I will always be here for you. Even death can't prevent that. NOTHING can prevent that. I love you all. Always remember that.

 

To my brother and sister-in-law: Thank you both for always being there to help me through all of the tough times I've faced. I know I can't handle death very well, and I have serious attatchment problems. It's always been a weakness of mine....losing someone I love so dearly. It's the main reason I shut out the world when someone I love dies.  Without you both, I don't know what I'd have done when things like this happened. Thank you both very much, and if I don't make it back, good bye...

 

To Sanura and Zahara: I love you both as if you were my own daughters. Thank you both for being yet another light in my life. I know the past has been rough..but you always managed to pull through. You both are two of the strongest people I've ever met in my life, and I wish you all the luck in life. If I don't make it back, always know that I love you both very much.

 

To everyone else: I'm very happy to have been a part of your lives. I know some of us didn't get along very well, but I wouldn't change meeting any of you for the world. You all are very special to me. In case I don't make it back, I'll miss you all, and I wish you all the best of luck in life. Untill we meet again everyone....good bye...

I seriously need help. Adrian....he...found a way to control my mind, turning me into a mercinary for him at his command. He made me destroy a city today...and I couldn't do anything about it.....it was like my body was moving by itself. I'm scared.....

 

I'm a danger to everyone. I never know when he takes control...it just happens. If he does it when the kids are around..*stops- unable to finish that sentence*

 

I'm never going to forgive myself for what he made me do. I'm just afraid that he's going to make me seriously hurt someone I love....And I won't be able to do ANYTHING about it. That thought's scaring me s**tless.....

 

Everyone...I'm so sorry...so very sorry for what I've done....and for what I may do later....Whatever that may be....

I really don't know what to think of life anymore. Seems like no matter how bad things are, they always somehow manage to get worse.

 

Today started out fine. Went to check on Angel and she was having a good time with Orifiel, so I left. At the park, Adrian shows up. Naturally, he's not exactly my favorite person right now, so I greeted him with hostility. Then he made a comment about my "short fuse" being useful to him in the future. Next thing I know, his assistants drug me, then nothing but blackness. When I wake up, he's gone. Dorian and Sapphira find me at the park and say that my wife sensed something happened to me, so they went to find me. We all agreed it was the drugging and nothing more, so we let it go. I then sense Sanura, Zahara, Bakura, and RIJ having fun at a diner, so I decide to join them.

 

RIJ....he starts getting loopy...so Zahara teleports him and Sanura to their room back at the hotel. I have no clue what started happening there, but I sensed it was bad. Then I sense them at the park...so I go over there. RIJ is flipping out. He's talking like a little kid....like a 5 year old. So Sanura and I keep him talking. Poor Zahara is on the floor unconcious due to teleporting so much. We ask him question after question about why he acts the way he does with Sanura, hoping that in the state he was in he'd give us some answers. Well, he did...and they weren't what poor Sanura was hoping to hear...

 

Then it happened...

 

Sanura started freaking out. Yelling and holding her head as if to rid it of some bad images. Then fire erupts around her and she throws her sister to the ground. Her voice sounded wierd..it wasn't her. It was like someone was controlling her mind....and I think I know who that someone is. Theron....

 

She then gave us a death glare and disappeared. RIJ fled, like the coward that he is.

 

I'm going to find out what happened...and I'm going to fix it. I didn't bring Sanura back for this crap to happen to her again. I brought her back for her to live a happy life.....not for some a**hole to turn her against those who love her. It's all RIJ's fault this happened though...something he said made her snap. And I'm guessing Theron took that opportunity to strike....

 

I just hope I'm not too late to fix this....

Things are about to get really tense around here. My brother and sister-in-law are leaving tonight to go find a crystal that will help us against Theron. That leaves me in charge at the hotel...

 

I will admit....I'm scared s**tless...

 

I....I've never been good at being a leader. I'm not even sure my brother knows this....but I dreaded the times he went away when we were both Pharaohs. Dreading it out of fear of making a mistake. I don't know why....I guess it's because of who I am. I'm the one who always causes trouble...always the one who gets everyone annoyed. Always the one who pisses people off at times.. And I think I know what was  going through everyone's minds when they were told that Atem and Aurora were leaving. Uh oh...Atemu's in charge....all hell's going to break loose now.

 

It's true....my brother's the natural born leader....not me.

 

I will do what I have to do, though. Number one thing being to make sure that son of a b**ch doesn't harm anyone else in my family. And that's one thing I KNOW I will do good at.

I'm not able to handle my emotions very well right now, so bear with me.

 

This is one of the worst days of my life. Pure and simple. I come home to tell everyone to get ready for the fight that's supposed to be happening, and then there's a knock on the door. Zahara goes to open it and two cops come in. They wanted to talk to my brother, sister-in-law, and RIJ alone. I was shocked....I wanted to know what was so important that cops had to come over to the house..so I followed them invisibly. They then reported that my other niece, Sanura, was brutally murdered. I lost all rational thought and ran from the room, not paying attention to anything else going on around me. I went to the park and just sat there, motionless. Then I broke down. I was so lost in my grief that all I can remember was the Earth shaking.  Then I saw something silver in the sand on the nearby beach.....where poor Sanura was found. When I picked it up I saw that it was one of her most prized possesions...her dagger. This may be all I need.....

 

Sanura.....what happened to you wasn't fair. You never deserved this fate. You deserve to be with your family, to be with those who love and care care about you. I will make sure you get another chance at this. You are like a daughter to me. I will NOT see it end this way. I love you too much to let this happen to you without doing something about it. I WILL bring you back, Sanura. Not only that, but I will also see to it that your killer SUFFERS for what he did to you. NO ONE messes with MY family and gets away with it.

 

*goes off to get as many spellbooks as he can get his hands on*

Well, now....I think the mystery of why I feel a connection to Elena is about to be solved. After going there a second time, my brother and I notice that she's got eyes just like ours. And the only other person who has eyes like my brother and me is Sanura. So my brother stayed with Elena and her son, and I went back to the loungeroom to talk to Sanura about all of this.

 

After getting there, I asked her if she felt a connection to Elena when she met her at Ori's place. She said yes, so then I told her that I felt one as well, like the same kind of connection that I have with Nakia, Cayden, Orion, and Yugi. It also doesn't make any sense that we would feel this way unless one of those three had a kid that no one knew about. Anyone in my family who goes near this girl would feel it too. Then the biggie came....

 

Turns out Sanura did have a daughter not long after the Alexander incident. Needless to say, she was told that the baby had died. Now, the only explaination I could think of out of all this is that whoever told Sanura that her daughter died was working for Alexander or the Higher at the time. That would make sense, seeing as how Elena is working for Ori and he's in leagues with the Higher. In fact it makes perfect sense. Sanura doesn't believe it, though...and who could blame her. I'd have trouble believing it too if I were in her shoes. So she and RIJ left so they can get some air and get their minds off this for a while. I told her I wouldn't press it any further, and I won't.

 

Angel then felt guilty about Ori going over to the "dark side" after I explained this to them when Sanura and RIJ left. This is NOT her fault. If Ori cared about her, he wouldn't be bent on destroying her. He would have just accepted her decision and let it be at that. Sure he'd be upset, (who wouldn't be?) but he'd have enough decency to accept her decison like a man and not some whiney crybaby bent on vengence.

 

In other news, Orifiel, RIJ, and Ori's high school reunion is comming up, and that will make an interesting event to crash..hehe. I think Angel and Sanura are going along as well. Going out would do some good for Sanura after all she's learned lately. She needs to get her mind off a lot of stuff, I can tell.

 

As for me? Well, I'm trying to keep my mind out of the gutter as well. *shrugs* Not that it's really working right now anyway, but hey..at least I'm trying. We'll just have to see what happens next. And you know what, I'm getting  worried....I haven't heard Riku cry or ask for water all night.....

Ok, where to begin? Well, let's start with Grape Head kidnapping my wife. He starts fighting with me and then he decides to hit me where it hurts the most. NO ONE  freaking messes with those I love....Especially my wife and kids. I went into a little depression when that happened...but Zahara and RIJ managed to free her from wherever he put her. He's lucky enough that he didn't touch her in any way shape or form, but what I did a day or so ago put an end to that pathetic excuse of a man. Blasted him with one of my electrical attacks and reduced him to ashes. THAT'S what he gets for messing with MY family.

 

As for Angel, Orifiel, and RIJ...things are a little wierd. Orifiel didn't remember anythign about his love life with Angel, and Angel and her daughter Oriel were killed by Kayura, and RIJ was getting very close with my other niece, Zahara. The outcome of all of that is this: Angel and Oriel were restored by Aurora, and RIJ doesn't seem to be as close with Zahara anymore, but it turns out that she's pregnant. Ra only knows who the father is. Is it RIJ or Bakura? Fate will only tell...

 

As for Ori...well, he's  next on my list if he keeps this crap up with stealing women away. He already took my niece, and it looks like he may be planning on taking my other niece and my wife. So help me Ra, if he so much as touches AFG, Sanura, or Zahara again,  I'll rip him apart.

 

Hehe, Kayura and I did mess with Ori and Orifiel's minds today, though. Kayura restored Orifiel's memories while I showed Ori nothing but visions of Angel and Orifiel together. Gotta admit, we did work well together. And the funney part? That idiot Ori has no idea that Kayura is on OUR side...NOT his. *smirks*

 

Strange things happened today besides that, though. Turns out when we were at Ori's place trying to rescue Sapphira (who was another of Ori's female victims) I sensed something strange....another person who was related to us. After going out, I saw who it was face to face, however I have no clue who it is. All I know is that her name is Elena, but I sense that she's my Grandniece for some reason...same sensing I get when I'm around Nakia, Cayden, or Orion. And remember Snowball? Well, he's Elena's son...which would make him my Great Grandnephew. Yes, I am just as shocked about this as you are...but I'm still not completely sure about it....I mean, my sensing abilities could be on the fritz or something. IF it is true though, which one of my nieces is Elena's mother...or could my nephew be her father? I have no clue...and my brain is really fried at trying to figure this out....