Okay, I don't even know where to begin here. A ton of crap has happened lately.

 

First, so many fights have been going on lately. Then I learn that me, Saph, and Celeste are going to die in a few years time. As if this isn't bad enough, I'm hearing this girl talk to me telepathically. I can't help but wonder if somehow my daughter Cadence is speaking to me. But she's just a baby....How could that be? Saph thinks someone is trying to screw around with my head....which wouldn't surprise me. It's been done before. But I don't know.....I feel a strong connection between this girl and me every time she speaks. Like she's a part of me.....

*sighs* I just hope I'm not right about this.....cuz if I am...things are going to be bad.....v.v 

RP:

 

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Side:

I'm now married to Sapphira and I am officially the happiest man in the world yet again. She took me to Vegas and said I needed to wear something nice, but I didn't expect it to be for that lol. I love her with all of me, and I was honored to exchange vows with her once again. Our first night as husband and wife was one I'll never ever forget. Filled with both passion and softness at the same time. Then we just held eachother and fell asleep in eachother's arms.

 

I swear...I am NEVER going to lose her again. I will fight to the death to make sure that doesn't happen. Anyone threatens her in any way will see a whole new side to me that they WON'T like....Guaranteed....

 

It's been two years....but it's also been two years of hell. I can't eat....I can't sleep. Nothing can make this sick feelig in my stomach go away. Sapphira....she never came back. I can't even sense her presence. I had to deal with losing her once....I can't do it again. I just can't. If I find out she died, I swear....I don't know what I'll do. I love her so much.....I want her back so badly.

 

Kaida....I care for her deeply, I do.....but we've grown distant....And I know it's mostly my fault. But my heart....it aches for Sapphira.....it longs for her....to hold her in my arms once again....to feel her lips brush against mine once again....I love her so much it hurts...

 

Ra....Sapphira....I want you back so badly....

 

 

I'm very worried about Zahara....I've never seen her like this before. I don't care if she says it's her fault...NO one deserves to go through what she's going through. I saw the dagger in her drawer when I appeared in the room......

 

This is scaring me senseless. She left for the airport.....I'm just worried that she'll see something over in Vegas and Egypt that pushes her over the edge....

 

I may be popping in to keep an eye on her everynow and then.....being able to teleport all over the world has it's advantages....

 

*is currently locked in a cage at the moment and is too emotionally unstable to write even if he could*

 

 

 

 

 

Well, seems everyone took the news of my previous post well. They were shocked, but they took it well. But as shocking as that is, something else happened to shock us even more...

 

Darien....My brother.......He's alive. Brought back by Alicia. And going out with Kaida. I knew she wouldn't be alone through this....and she looks so happy. Really happy this time. I wish both her and my brother the best.

 

All that's left now is to finalize things.

 

Then after that, Sapphira and I can reinstate the vows we spoke to eachother so long ago by getting remarried. I love you so much, Saph...and fate will never be so cruel as to separate us again. This I promise you, my love.

Fair warning....this is going to be a long post.....

 

 

This is the hardest thing I'll ever have to do in my life.....but it has to be done....

 

I've been incredibly selfish.....keeping two women by my side like this just isn't right.....and it isn't fair...

 

Sharing me like this isn't fair to them....one will feel left out when I'm with the other.....and when both are with me, the need to be alone is far too great....

 

I sense it in both Sapphira and Kaida....it's not fair to have them share me like this....It's not fair that one has to sit around and do nothing while I'm with the other....So now I'm going to have to decide who to devote the rest of my life to....

 

It's not easy.....I don't want to hurt either of them....and the one I don't choose...I wish to still remain great friends with. You are both the mothers of my children....and I care deeply for both of you, you must know this. But by still remaining friends with the one I don't choose, you'll remain in my life in some way, and that's all I ask...

 

Now for my decision....

 

I care deeply for you, Kaida.....you must know this.....You saved my life when I was killed by one of Adrian's assassins....you are the mother of four of my seven children....I'll never forget the times we've had together.....You stopped me from suicidal thoughts after I thought I lost Sapphira....And I have betrayed my vows to you time and time again and still you understood....More then I realized actually.

 

Sapphira.....Ra....Where do I begin......You helped me during the toughest times of my life...When my mother was killed....you gave me that one chance I needed to say goodbye to her. If you weren't there, I probably would have done somethng stupid....but your presence was just what I needed to keep my head straight. You saved my life that night. The passion we shared was something I'll never forget. When I thought I lost you, I swear, my life meant nothing to me anymore. I contemplated suicide Ra knows how many times...any way to find my way back to you.....I didn't find out you were alive until after Kaida and I were married...but truth be told, Sapphira.....if I had even the slightest idea at the time that you were alive, there would have been no wedding. I thought I could move on....but I was wrong, Sapphira....you were the only one I could think of.....the only one I can think of now.

 

Yours and Malik's wedding......I can't even get into that.....It felt like my heart snapped in two that day. The moment you said "I do" to him, I lost it. It truely felt like someone ripped out my heart, threw it in a blender, and hit whip. I realized the mistake I made that day.....not waiting for you. Not keeping the faith that my brother and Aurora were wrong when they told me the worst.....not going out to look for you myself. My grief.....I couldn't think straight when I heard the news that my one true love was killed. When I'm grieving, I curl into a ball and hide away....and that was my biggest mistake, not going out there to find you. Sapphira...You are the one I gave my heart to....the one I shared my first kiss of true love with....the one I had my first child with....the woman I first chose to be my wife....to spend all eternity with. When I had to remove that ring from my finger....my world just froze....I cried myself to sleep for about a month or two. You don't know how hard I was kicking myself when I found out you were alive. Kicking myself for not waiting to know for absolute certain that I was a widower before moving on...kicking myself for being so lost in this screwed up head of mine to get up and go see for certain if the news was true. My love for you has never died.....over 300 years and it's still as strong as the moment I met you. Letting you go was not an option for me.....It can never be. I could never let you go. I freeze whenever it comes to even the slightest possibility of you being with someone else....I can't handle it.....I feel the hotness start to burn at my chest at the mere thought of someone else coming in and taking you away. It would litterally kill me.....

 

I believe in the term soulmates......And Sapphira.....that's exactly what you are to me......

 

Bottom line is...I don't want to be selfish anymore.....

Kaida....You deserve so much better than being with someone who's heart has belonged to another for so many years....I don't want to hurt you anymore.....And I know that deep down, you haven't been happy lately in this marriage....You've put on a happy face when you truely aren't happy for long enough....It's time you are able to put on a true happy face from now on. You deserve someone who can give you his whole heart.....someone who will love ONLY you and devote all of his time to just you and you alone. I'm very sorry I couldn't be that person for you....

 

My children, to whom this decision will affect: Take a look at who you're with right now. Could you live without them by your side? What if they were taken from you? What would you do? How would you feel? Would you be able to handle it if you remarried and still loved them dearly...then find out they were alive all along and you didn't go after them in the first place due to being lost in grief that could have been prevented just by taking a trip? Think about it for a moment....

 

Sapphira.....You're my soulmate....my one true love.....the one I first pledged my undying love to....and over 300 years and after being remarried....it never has died. My choice......is you. Fate tried to separate us once...but I can assure you....it never will again.

 

Kaida....I hope you'll find it in your heart to forgive me...and I still care for you deeply...But I can't make you live like this anymore. I'll continue to support you through this, and the mansion is still your home for as long as you wish. I only wish for us to remain friends....To still be in eachother's lives....to still talk and laugh with eachother like always. I know this is hard....and I'm so sorry if you're hurt because of this....but you deserve so much better, hun. There is a special person out there waiting for you...I can guarantee it.

 

Saph's been very quiet lately....And when she's quiet, I begin to worry....

 

All she was able to tell me was that she has a bad feeling that something terrible's about to happen to someone, but she doesn't know who...

 

Ra....I hate it when bad feelings leave us guessing.....

 

 

 

I don't know what's going on anymore.....with myself, or with those around me...

 

Sanura was pregnant....I knew it all along, but for some reason the guy she's with wanted her to get an abortion. I have no idea why, but he just did.....that's when I was about to take matters into my own hands...

 

See, I am against abortion to the highest extent. I don't believe in killing a person that was not even given the chance to live. So I was going to bring the child back to life and raise it as my own if the guy Sanura's with doesn't want it. However, someone did my job for me. Minutes after I sensed the death of that child, I sensed life within it again. Someone brought him back...Don't know who or why, but they did.

 

I tried to tell Sanura, but the depression from the abortion has kicked in, and I don't think she believes me....But she'll believe me soon enough...I'll even offer to take her to him if she continues to not believe me..

 

Now, on to other matters...

 

I don't know what to do.....

I care for Kaida deeply, don't get me wrong....but there are times I have to picture Sapphira in her place when in certain bedroom situations. To be truthful...this happened even when I thought she was dead. I care for her deeply....but my heart....It will always belong to Sapphira....

 

Sapphira.....

 

I....I want her back.....Ra.....I want her back so badly it hurts....

 

A ton of things happened that I don't even know how to begin explaining. We were in the kitchen and when we went into the living room to find that Sora and Riku have disappeared. There's no sign of them anywhere in our around the house. So I manage to track them down telepathically and found that they were in Commander Suranto's place. He was originally a good man, but now his heart is twisted and evil. He kidnapped them. With help from Sapphira, we managed to get the kids home safely.

 

However, Adrian went after them again. Sapphira went alone after sensing that they were kidnapped yet again, and I followed. But when I tackled Adrian to the ground I realized that not only were Sora and Riku kidnapped again, but a spell was placed on them to make them older and evil. After a while we managed to escape with Sora and Riku, but we had no way yet to make them normal again. Sora and Serena, Angel's oldest child, have been very good friends since they were in diapers. It's hard on them both now that he is so much bigger. They both wish they could play together like they used to, but now it's impossible. Sapphira and I went back and stole Adrian's spellcaster's spellbook in hopes that there is a counterspell in it. If I can find the right spell, what was done to them can be reversed. I only hope I can find the right one....

 

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SIDELINES

 

Before all this crazy stuff happend, I was on cloud 9....Litterally. It all started when Kaida agreed to a threesome with me, her, and Sapphira. Both women I love dearly were with me that whole night. I swear, it was the happiest moment of my life. Kaida is much more wild then I gave her credit for lol. I swear, when she agreed to this Sapphira and my jaws just dropped in shock. But after that....Paradise lol. I give both of them a lot of credit for agreeing to this kind of lifestyle.....and I couldn't be more thankful. I love them both so much.

 

Now, onto the not so good stuff.....

 

We're in some bar talking to RIJ, then I feel this strong feeling of loss. I knew right away something happened to Zahara. I immediately left the bar and appeared where her presence took me. Well, what was left of it, anyway....

 

I find her lying down with a letter openener sticking out of her chest and blood everywhere. Sapphira grabs my arm and tells me that she wanted this. I couldn't believe it.....I didn't WANT to believe it.....I rushed to Zahara's side and completely lost it. I couldn't move, I couldn't think.....I was so lost in grief that I know my power to revive people must have been working on overdrive, but it made no difference. I remember being blown back by something and when I instantly got back up and rushed to her her side again, I heard Sapphira say it.....she placed something over herself to protect her body from anyone bringing her back......

 

Right when I realized this....a hot sensation began at my chest, then it began to run through my whole body. Then....Blackness. She was gone....the little girl I raised all those years ago was gone....I'd never see or speak to her again. She is like a daughter to me....and like all my children, I'd die if anything like that ever happened to them. And I almost did. I have no clue why this happened to her, but I'm hoping and praying that something like this never happens again.

 

When I woke up, she was somehow alive....I was shaking all over....scared of losing anyone else....Scared that this feeling....this burning feeling would return to my chest.....I was petrified for a whole day...

 

It wasn't until later I began to come around....then it happened.....

 

Orifiel was so wrapped up in Kay that it REALLY upset Angel. She ran to her room and that was the last I saw of her. Then, chaos. Orifiel fell off a cliff and right after I got him to safety, he disappeared. Then I sensed....HIM.....Theron. He's back.....and not only him, everyone else we've ever killed. All we have fought for has been in vein. I only hope we can stop this craziness before things get bad....VERY bad...

Well, it's been 4 years since the explosion at the mansion. Everyone seems to be doing ok since then. Sora and Kairi are now 7 years old and Riku is a healthy 3 year old.  He sometimes wishes he could play with the older kids, but sometimes I have to keep reminding him that it could be dangerous if he does that lol. The older ones play games like tag...and a 3 year olds and tag don't really mix very well lol.

 

As I was walking past Sapphira's room tonight, I got an odd feeling about the forest that lies beyond the manison. I have a feeling that there's something bad out there, and we're going to find out what it is whether we like it or not....

 

 

Sidelines:

Ok, I'm officially staying out of the room whenever RIJ is around. It's the only way I can keep my promise to Zahara. I know that if he's in my presence, I may do something I'll regret. Sure, he may not direct what is being said to me personally, but when he says anything bad about Sanura, that's when I get mad. Whenever he says ANYTHING bad about those I care about, I get mad. Sometimes I just wish I could tear him apart and be done with it when he does that. So I figure if I'm not around, I won't do anything. Although I can still hear every little thing that goes on in that room....

 

Sorry if we won't get to see eachother that much anymore, Zahara...but when he's around the house, I need to be elsewhere. It's not because you and he are together now. I respect that. I know the feeling of being torn between two people very well, so I can relate to this. I know that you love him, and your choice had nothing to do with this. It's just something that's always between me and him, and it got a lot worse after what he did to Sanura and his children. So in order to keep my promise to you, I need to be elsewhere so I'm not provoked to do something everyone will hate me for...

 

I'm sorry.....and I love you. *hugs*

My past....it was an interesting one to say the least. I have already written in detail about who I am and everything somewhere in this blog. However, that's not the purpose of this post. The part of my past this has to do with is my love life...

 

I admit...I was a player. I hit on almost any girl that came within five feet of me. Why you ask? The answer is simple: for the pleasure. Many woman have come in and out of my life as quick as a lightning strike. Some were women who worked at the palace. A woman named Rosalie is one in particular that I remember. Others I was involved with I met at the local bar I went to with a few friends.

None of these relationships were serious. However, that all changed when I met her. Sapphira. I was standing in the throne room of the palace when I first met her. She was one of the members of the Cerean Clan, and they came to discuss the war with my father in hopes of an alliance. Her beauty and grace captivated me from the start. Everything about her was perfect, even though I never spoke a word to her at the time.

 

Later on, she was being threatened by Dominik, who was meant to be the leader of the Cerean Clan, but was more like a power mad jerk if you ask me. When I saw what was happening, I knew I had to help her, so I stood up to the guy. After he left, she and I got to talking, and soon I found myself with her in bed in my bedroom. It was then I knew....she was the one I wanted to be with.

 

Time passed, and our love grew. Not long after my parents died, I married Sapphira on the same day my brother got married to Aurora, the leader of the Cerean Clan and one of Sapphira's best friends. Not long after that, Sapphira and I had our first child, Adais. He was the most perfect gift anyone could have ever given me...words cannot describe how I felt the day he was born. Sapphira and I were the happiest we've ever been that day in our lives...

 

But happiness doesn't last forever it seems....

 

Theron attacked a couple of years after that....and this attack was the worst yet. So bad, that children and everyone with no magical abilities were ordered to leave Eudora....that meant me, Adais, and my brother's daughter, Zahara (Sanura had been kidnapped) had to leave. That day was one of the worst days of my life, right next to the day my parents were killed.

 

Imagine having to leave the person you love more than anything in the world...not knowing if you were ever going to see them again...

 

That's exactly how I felt that day....Lost, Torn, Dying inside...Sad words aren't enough to sum up how I felt that day....they are just words.

 

The years went on and on....Still no word from anyone on Eudora. I didn't know if I'd ever see Sapphira or my brother ever again. Adais and Zahara were old enough to leave home and go out on their own when I finally did hear from someone from Eudora. My brother and sister-in-law, Aurora, finally found us. When I asked about Sapphira....they told me the worst. I lost it....went to the bar and got drunk...plastered. I was at a point where I was ready to kill myself. I wanted to die....wanted someone to just shoot me and get it over with. Stab me, hit me over the head with a beer bottle, take a million pain killers and just go to sleep, never to wake.....ANYTHING to free me of this pain. However, Ra gave me a way to rid myself of it without having to take my life. That was when I met her....Kaida.

 

She asked me what was wrong, and being as drunk as I was, I told her everything, even though I didn't even know her. She was the only woman besides Sapphira that captivated me. I began to feel the same feelings that I felt when I was with Sapphira all those years ago. The more I spent with Kaida, the more those feelings began to grow. She and I were soon married. She was the light that guided me out of the darkness that I was in....I love her dearly.

 

This is where I am torn...

 

After my honeymoon with Kaida, I find out that Sapphira is very much alive. The Elders managed to save her life after being badly injured in the battle that took Eudora...

 

Ra...this is so hard. I love Kaida with all of me....But I will always love Sapphira that much as well. My heart aches for both of them so much it hurts. I can never just choose one of them....they are both mothers to my children. I have such passionate pasts with both of them that it would litterally KILL me to see one of them leave my life. I can't live without them....they are my life...my everything. Kaida....she's been so understanding through my confusion...I know I couldn't be as understanding as her if I were in her place. She has a gift that comes from Heaven above, I swear.

 

Hopefully this gives everyone an inside look at my love life. We'll see what fate has in store for me as time continues to pass...

 

Some time has past, and I was finally able to locate Syeria. She was able to escape from wherever she was taken to, and once that happened I was able to sense her clearly. Her kidnappers made her older, probably because of the fact that when a child is made into a vampire they don't grow anymore. I feel bad that they had to take away her childhood like that....I really do...

Later, I came home and went to the kitchen for a beer. I was just about to go in the living room when a huge explosion knocked me off my feet...then nothing but blackness. Next thing I knew, I heard a ton of stuff being moved around all around me. I couldn't move or open my eyes. But I heard Sapphira's voice. When I finally was able to open my eyes, I noticed I was in the kitchen...but it wasn't there anymore. Sapphira was moving a ton of debris off of me. Then I heard her gasp. I didn't know what that gasp was for, I was too out of it. Falling in and out of conciousness. I only briefly saw my brother standing over me. Whatever happened must have been bad, though....because next thing I knew I was in an ambulance.  Turns out I was impaled by a huge board in the stomach.

 

When I woke up in the hospital, Syeria was there. She came to visit me despite the danger it put her in. I was very happy to see her. Not long after that, Kaida came in, and Syeria had to leave. Although I don't know the reason why, because I was asleep when she left. Then the strangest thing ever happend....The huge wound in my stomach seemed to have healed by itself....Had even the doctor and nurse that came in shocked. Guess my kind has a self healing power or something.

 

Anyway, later on after I get out of the hospital, we stay at a hotel because the house needs repairs. Sapphira is more quiet then usual. This confuses me...I'm wondering if I'm the cause of this....Wouldn't be the first time, that's for sure. Then again it could have to do with the accident I just had.

 

If I did do something I'm sorry....Very sorry....

Someone up there really has it in for me, I swear. My daughter was recently killed and turned into a vampire. I should have been there to prevent this.....I should have been there for her...

 

Not only that, but the ones who did this to her kidnapped her again. Her hair ribbon was found in the woods not too far from the house. Ra only knows what they could be doing to her right now....

 

This is the second time I failed her....The second time I let her down. I should have been there....I should have just brought the others to the house where the attack happened and left them there untill they called me back telepathically to pick them up...

 

I'll never forgive myself for this.....Sapphira was weakend by the energy transfer she gave me after I was attacked...it was my fault I needed it to begin with....

 

In the past couple of days I've begun to realize something....

 

...I'm a TERRIBLE father....

I'm now a father. Sapphira had a baby girl. Her name is Syeria Celeste Starr. She looks so much like her mother. Very beautiful.

 

Now I have to think of a way to tell Kaida about this....and it won't be easy. I have to wait until the twins are born....I can't risk anything happening to them if she gets upset. Deep down I have a feeling it will be ok, though....I don't know why, it's just a feeling I have. I've been having a lot of those since I got these powers it seems. It's still not going to be easy though....

 

I wish I could spend more time with my daughter....I really do...this is KILLING me like you wouldn't believe. It took everything I had to leave France today....I had to do it quickly or I would have broken down right then and there. It happened right when I returned though... 

 

When I got back I collapsed on my bed and burst into tears...I felt like I was abandoning them...It was one of the worst feelings I've ever had in my life..

 

I'm going to try my hardest to spend as much time with her as I can. She WILL know her father....and she will also know how much he loves her. Daddy will always be there for you, sweetie....I promise you... 

Yeah, I know it's been a while....So much happened that I didn't really have time to write. Anyways...long post ahead...just a fair warning.

 

Not too long after Atem and Aurora found me, Zahara and Adais.....Something terrible happened to Zahara....Something I don't even want to discuss. I know she doesn't want me to hold grudges because of it, but I can't help it. I HATE whoever did this to her..

 

I went to the bar that night and drank quite a bit. Then I saw her....Kaida. I swear, I fell in love right then and there. She came over and we talked a bit. Next thing I knew, we were making out in the park. I swear...I never thought I'd feel this way again. Not after what happened because of the war...*looks down*

 

Some time passed by. Next big thing that happened was a huge party that Angel got involved in. Some kid got drunk and took some pills, then all hell broke loose. She was pretty upset because of it. I tried my best to make her feel better, but I don't think I did any good. But now she's on cloud 9, so I'm glad she's happy now.

 

Not too long after that, I popped the question to Kaida...which she accepted. Next thing that needed to be done was to get her parent's blessing, which they gave us after some convincing. So we planned on getting married within the next couple of months or so. Time flew by again and it was almost time. We decided to take a walk in the park a couple of weeks before the wedding..nothign major..just to discuss a few things, and that's when IT happened....I was killed..

 

Some guy who called himself Dustin attacked us....He went after Kaida first, putting a dagger to her neck. I put him in a headlock and got him away from her...but he was too quick for me. With a quick movement he stabbed me in the heart....which is a fatal move to our kind..

 

Somehow Kaida was able to bring me back, but I'm not sure what she did. Whatever it was, it made me different then I was before. I went from wearing nothing but black to wearing white with a 20 foot wingspan. But that's not all....I have strange abilities now, too...Moving things and becoming invisible. I'm pretty sure I have other abilities too, I just haven't figured out what they are yet.

 

Time flew by again, it was a day or so before the wedding, and somehow Sapphira got mentioned.....I froze. I asked Atem and Aurora to tell me if she were alive or not. It's been a question I've been avoiding.....before I met Kaida I don't know if I would have been able to handle hearing that Sapphira had died. They then told me that she was alive, but wouldn't tell me where. I needed to talk to her, but didn't...

 

Other news I found out that day was that Kaida is expecting. Yup, that's right...I'm going to be a father lol. I couldn't be happier...but I'm kind of scared....I guess that happens all the time with your first born lol.

 

Kaida and I had a beautiful wedding. It was the kind of wedding I've always wanted. We wrote our own vows and everything. We all had a blast at the reception. Angel and the guy she's interested in, who's name is Orifiel, caught the boquet and garter lol. They had a blast, that's all I have to say. We had cake and everything...and that's one of my favorite things about the reception..lol.

 

We then left for our honeymoon, which was at Disneyland. We had tons of fun there. Rode Space Mountain tons of times and everything lol. However, the best ride of all was in the hotel room if ya know what I mean...*smirks*

 

After we got back, I sensed Sapphira's presence in the guest room we have....I opened the door after picking the lock...and saw no one in there, but a ton of stuff belonging to Sapphira (I recognised some of it) and an open window. Needing to talk to her, I told everyone I'd be back by dinner and left.

 

On my way, I got surrounded by a ton of Theron's men. They started taunting me, so I taunted them back. Next thing I knew, I was thrown into a cell and locked in. Not too long later someone else got thrown in. I sensed who it was right away, and when I removed the cover that was around her face, my suspicion was confirmed. It was Sapphira. We talked a bit and then the past caught up with us.....the desire was still there, even though it was forbidden.... *gulps*

 

A woman named Kayura, who happens to be Natara and Bryant's daughter by the way, let us out of the cell. She opened a portal, and when I went through it I ended up in my room. I went downstairs and saw my wife. I broke down and told her what happened. She actually forgave me....even though I didn't deserve it. I love her with all of me.....but there will always be a place in my heart for Sapphira. Kaida accepted that. Ra she's such a strong woman....I really don't deserve her forgiveness....*looks down*

 

Now I'm scared.....We had no protection.....What if I got her pregnant? What will Kaida do if I did? What will happen? All of those questions are scaring me crapless right now....

 

My name is Atemu Hart, and this is my story.

 

I was born into a country that was separate from the rest of the world. A country where gifted people used to live. Eudora. Though I had no gifts of my own, I happened to be one of the Princes of Eudora. My older brother and twin, Atem, was next in line for the throne.

 

As for me, I went on day by day causing mischief. Pulling pranks whenever I found the perfect opportunity, sneaking out of the palace to go drinking with a few of my friends. I acted the complete opposite of how a Prince should act. Because in truth I really didn't feel like a Prince. I knew my brother was destined for the throne, and I respected that fact. He worked very hard to prepare himself for that, and we were all very proud of him. I just felt like I wasn't needed, which is why I acted the way that I did. If only I knew how wrong I was at the time...

 

Not too long after my brother married Lady Aurora Phoenix of the Cerean Clan and had their three children, Sanura, Zahara, and Adais, a big battle ensued. See, my Uncle, Lord Theron, who was the rightful heir to the throne before my father, wanted vengence for not being able to assume the throne. The Elders made that possible. But he still wanted vengence.

 

Before the battle, my brother sent away anyone without any power. I was one of the ones sent away. I didn't want to go at all...I felt guilty and torn for having to leave them like that when our country was in a great time of need. But if I hadn't, I wouldn't be alive right now. My brother didn't want to lose anyone close to him, so I took my niece Zahara and my nephew Adais and fled the country. Sanura had been kidnapped before then, so we had no idea if she were alive or dead...and my brother didn't want to lose anyone else.

 

After I took the kids, I bought a small house in a small town in the United States and raised them there. I took on two jobs, one six hour shift at Walmart, and one six hour shift at Target to provide for all three of us. It was tough, but my niece and nephew needed me, and I couldn't let them down. I tried my best to raise them the best I could. They are much older now, and are a great help around the house. They call to me now, so I'd better get going.

 

I hope to someday find my brother and sister in law....as well as my mother, father, and baby brother....Please Ra...let them be alright....

Well, it's been 14 years since I last wrote here. Dang, how time flew by.

 

My wife and I had our youngest child, Corrina about 8 months after my last update. She's now 14 years old. Sora and Kairi are now 26 years old, and Riku is now 18. Kairi has been very close with Romeo these past years, and I'm thinking that she may be tieing the knot with him sometime soon. Which doesn't bother me at all. As long as he's good to her...which he has been...everything will be just fine.

 

As for me, well I've been alright. Still living in the penthouse with my brother, Aurora and the rest of the original clan. I've spent most of my time training my kids to fight my way, and I have to say they've come a long way, and they've done very well. Especially Sora and Kairi. Speaking of which, I've noticed something different about them lately. It seems the powers meant for the chosen few have moved on once again. Sora now bares the lightning bolt mark on his shoulder, and Kairi now has a crecent moon on hers. That can only mean one thing....evil will once again approach...and this time, it'll be their fight. But I'll be damned if I let them go through it alone if they need help. I may be old, but that doesn't mean I still can't fight lol. Especially if the evil is Adrian...I've got a score to settle with that a**hole.

 

Angel, Sanura, and Zahara bought their own houses with their husbands and each have new additions to their families. I'm very happy for them all, and I'm glad they've found the happiness they deserve. I've gone over to visit quite a bit and played a few games of beach vollyball with Ori, Bakura, and RIJ, and damn....they play HARD lol. And yes, I may be old....but I can still have fun lol.

 

Well, I guess that sums up what happened all these years. With the kids all grown up now, thing's will be very interesting now. Until later, see ya! *waves*

 

 

I have survived the battle with Adrian, and got my wife and unborn child home safely. And I owe it all to my brother, sister-in-law, Sapphira, Dorian, Bryant, and Natara. Without them, I could have never succeeded. I owe them everything.

 

Now it's time to hopefully live in peace....but for how long is the question. Adrian is still out there, and he vowed to us that he'd be back with a vengence. He's got unfinished business with us for foiling his plans. I know how he thinks. No doubt he's plotting revenge on us for tricking him like that...but it had to be done.

 

As for now, I'm going back to my laid back lifestyle with no fighting to be done. It's time to kick back and have some fun with my family now that Adrian and Theron are out of the way for now. Also, it's time to start training the children in our ways of fighting so they can better protect themselves should anything happen in the future. Because knowing how evil loves to seek out our family, they'll need it.

 

As for me...well, I've decided to stick around at the penthouse. I'm not up to moving. I'd miss my brother too much if I lived anywhere else. Ever since the day he was killed right in front of me, I can't stand to be separated from him anymore. That day made me more clingy then ever...I know this...and I don't think it'll ever change. Without my wife and my brother in my life, I'm completely worthless.....lost...

 

I owe them my life. I owe them EVERYTHING. I love them with all my heart.

 

As for Sanura and Angel, they have their own homes now with their own families. Not sure about Zahara as of yet, but I thought I heard her and Bakura talking about buying a house of their own, too. I wish them the best, and I hope to be able to pop in for a visit from time to time. It will be nice to have peace for some time.....even if it will probably only be for a few years. Maybe sometime my brother and I can arrange a trip to Disneyland or something for everyone to get together and enjoy our freedom....and just have some fun for a change. It'll be nice to just spend some quality time with the family. Well, until later, that's all folks. *waves*

Alright, very soon I'll be going on a dangerous mission. Adrian kidnapped my wife, and there's no way I can just stroll in there and get her back without him taking control of my mind and causing even more damage. However, I came up with a plan to hopefully trick him into taking the spell off. However, it'll be dangerous....for me.

 

The one thing Adrian craves is power, which is why he put this spell on me and my son in the first place. If I didn't have that power, he'd hopefully consider me useless and take the spell off. I found a spell that can remove all of my power for one hour, and in that amount of time, hopefully I can convince him that it's permanent and to take the spell off without getting killed in the process.....because unfortunatly, the spell I'm going to be placing on myself will also make me mortal.

 

This is why I need all the help I can get. I need as much backup as I can because I know what Adrian does to those who don't work for him anymore....I've heard his thoughts. Not only that, but he can sense anything magical...If he finds out I betrayed him before the hour is up, I'm dead. 

 

Freeing my wife and my unborn child is my number one priority here. I'm NOT about to let him take control of another one of my children. After I free my wife, then I start to work on a plan to also free Riku. I just hope I live long enough to pull this off....*swallows hard*

So much happened lately I don't even know where to start. Well, actually I do. The battle. Let's see...first we start fighting Theron and everything and nothing major happened. Then, this black light comes out of nowhere and he starts absorbing it. The light drags Angel out of her cage and then Aurora goes up there and from then on I don't really remember EXACTLY what happened because I wasn't paying attention to that from that point on. I had charged at Theron and he knocked me away.....then my brother comes up to see if I was ok, only to be struck down by an enemy. I froze. That moment made the world litterally stop for me. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't think, I couldn't MOVE. They took my twin away from me, and when that happened, I was lost. Not only that, but Aurora, Angel, and Natara were taken from us that day as well. For three whole days, I couldn't stop shaking. My wife tried her hardest to help me come around, but I just couldn't. There was a hole inside of me that no one could fill when I lost my brother. I just couldn't stop shaking. Then the day of the funeral came...

 

I couldn't say goodbye to them. I just couldn't. All I remember was screaming in agony...not wanting it to be true. Then, blackness. When I woke up, my brother and Aurora were alive again somehow. Little did I know that it was actually my grief that brought them back. How I was able to do something like that without thinking about it, I don't know...but all I care about is that they're back. That's the only thing that matters to me.

 

RIJ brought back Angel due to Orifiel's meddling...and now RIJ and Angel's minds are like....living in the past. Angel doesn't remember she's engaged to Orifiel and has a kid, and RIJ doesn't remember that he's married and has a kid with Sanura. Things are all messed up with them right now, and it needs to be fixed...and fast. If not, I have a feeling we're going to have another visit from Rose, and I know that it's not going to be pleasent this time..*gulps*

 

And in the most recent news, Kairi now has a boyfriend. Romeo. Now, I know everyone thinks I'm the kind of father that doesn't like to see his daughter go out with ANYONE. Well, that's not true. The real reason I was a little hesitant to allow it was because I don't want her to get hurt. I've never seen this kid before in my life, and I just want to make sure he's good for her. I told him my piece, hurt her and he'll have to deal with ME. That should be enough for him to understand. As long as she's not hurt and is happy, everything will be fine.

Tomorrow is the battle we've all been dreading. We go to Theron's tomorrow to rescue Angel and try to save her from her fate. However, there is a big chance some of us won't be coming back. I just wanted to say goodbye to those I love and care about just in case fate chooses me to not return. And the way things feel right now, it may very well happen...

 

I know what you all are thinking...."He's an immortal that can't be killed, why should he have to worry?" Well, the truth is, I have to worry. I was told a while ago that Theron has the ability to kill an immortal like me. Sometimes even an immortal's life must end....even for one that "can't be killed."

 

To my wife and kids: If tomorrow is my time to go, I want you to know that I love you all very much. All four of you mean the world to me and I'll try everything I can to come back to you. You are all the light of my life, and having you all in my life has really changed me for the better. I went from being all alone and miserable to being loved and wanted when you came into my life. Nothing's going to happen to ANY of you if I have anything to say about it. You are my everything, and I will always be here for you. Even death can't prevent that. NOTHING can prevent that. I love you all. Always remember that.

 

To my brother and sister-in-law: Thank you both for always being there to help me through all of the tough times I've faced. I know I can't handle death very well, and I have serious attatchment problems. It's always been a weakness of mine....losing someone I love so dearly. It's the main reason I shut out the world when someone I love dies.  Without you both, I don't know what I'd have done when things like this happened. Thank you both very much, and if I don't make it back, good bye...

 

To Sanura and Zahara: I love you both as if you were my own daughters. Thank you both for being yet another light in my life. I know the past has been rough..but you always managed to pull through. You both are two of the strongest people I've ever met in my life, and I wish you all the luck in life. If I don't make it back, always know that I love you both very much.

 

To everyone else: I'm very happy to have been a part of your lives. I know some of us didn't get along very well, but I wouldn't change meeting any of you for the world. You all are very special to me. In case I don't make it back, I'll miss you all, and I wish you all the best of luck in life. Untill we meet again everyone....good bye...

I seriously need help. Adrian....he...found a way to control my mind, turning me into a mercinary for him at his command. He made me destroy a city today...and I couldn't do anything about it.....it was like my body was moving by itself. I'm scared.....

 

I'm a danger to everyone. I never know when he takes control...it just happens. If he does it when the kids are around..*stops- unable to finish that sentence*

 

I'm never going to forgive myself for what he made me do. I'm just afraid that he's going to make me seriously hurt someone I love....And I won't be able to do ANYTHING about it. That thought's scaring me s**tless.....

 

Everyone...I'm so sorry...so very sorry for what I've done....and for what I may do later....Whatever that may be....