It's been two years....but it's also been two years of hell. I can't eat....I can't sleep. Nothing can make this sick feelig in my stomach go away. Sapphira....she never came back. I can't even sense her presence. I had to deal with losing her once....I can't do it again. I just can't. If I find out she died, I swear....I don't know what I'll do. I love her so much.....I want her back so badly.

 

Kaida....I care for her deeply, I do.....but we've grown distant....And I know it's mostly my fault. But my heart....it aches for Sapphira.....it longs for her....to hold her in my arms once again....to feel her lips brush against mine once again....I love her so much it hurts...

 

Ra....Sapphira....I want you back so badly....

 

 

I'm very worried about Zahara....I've never seen her like this before. I don't care if she says it's her fault...NO one deserves to go through what she's going through. I saw the dagger in her drawer when I appeared in the room......

 

This is scaring me senseless. She left for the airport.....I'm just worried that she'll see something over in Vegas and Egypt that pushes her over the edge....

 

I may be popping in to keep an eye on her everynow and then.....being able to teleport all over the world has it's advantages....